just thinking about it...

the affection you can feel,
inexplicable, uncontrollable
a delightfully squeamish feeling
in the pit of the stomach

and the uncertainty,
it is
poetry.

The uncertainty is dangerous,
panicking, terrifying
a sign that any move you
make is only going to further
the imminent conclusion of this episode.

The possibilities, the unaccounted for plot twists,
the real life literary tricks and you,
the ultimate catalyst.