control

I feel as if I'm holding this weird power that I never meant to have
I don't know how to get rid of it or how to give it back to who it should
belong to,

it seems even if I offered she wouldn't
take it.
I feel like a little kid behind the wheel of a car
and I can't see behind the wheel
I can't reach the break
and the only think that
I can use to steer are the screams coming from around me

I just want to land where it's soft…or where it's softest

It's all relative now.

I wish I could take it all back

control nothing

be alone.